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Monday, November 27, 2006

**Changed the song to --San Ge Zi from Lv Guang Sheng Lin--

This song is quite emotional...really like it a lot coz like full of knowledge for love..worth learning more about it..had been using come for like >5 hrs..nothing to do at home....feel like going back to the past..at least in the past there is still a lot of homeworks waiting for me to finish...maybe start doing some TYS tomorrow...guess that i am really too bored...haha.

Suddenly has some sorts of new concepts for life....We should live our lives to its fullest potential...never regret anything we had done as it would not change the fact at all...it will only extend our misery, making us feel that others are blame for it....if we really have to find the mastermind, it may even go back to 10 generations before or even before that...what's the point of doing so...we should be forward-looking...never be defeated by any things or people...all these seem quite demanding and adding on to it, "no one is perfect"....BUT if we do try, we will have chance to succeed, right?...

All these new points make me change my view on my life..no matter how hurt we are, we should still continue to give our true blessings to the others..our family, friends or even to our love...there is no point making the both of us so unhappy...friends should be a great joy to be known....even if there is misunderstandings, we should clear it before things get worsen...trust is the most important thing...

To the gal that had been once my soul mate: We shared the happy memories and even the sad moments but all these will make us grow up....no matter what, you are always my best friend...the moments when we laugh and cry, i will not forget them..thanks for giving me all these.... even though we always quarrels, i know we both didn't really mean to start it...maybe it is because we care too much for each other that things start to get worse...as you have say, we know each other the best coz of all these quarrels....i am too direct and if you are offended by my words, i am really sorry......since things are no longer the same, i hope we will not forget each other and continue to try to create happiness between us...

To the gal that appear this year: Thanks for giving me encouragements when i am sad...you are really a great friend to me...if not for you, i really don't know how to manage them..we do share many memories which is buried deep in my heart...the rain is really the happiest moment that occur between us...if you do see this, i am very thankful to you...you give me your true advices and i really appreciate it...hope that we will still be in the same school in the future....

Finally, i am able to say out all these things...well, it needs a lot of courage...i am a failure...too much problems happening my life that i am not even able to cope well..but i will try next time...life is just like this, but i am glad that these problems have occur in my life, it makes me think deeply and grow wiser...

**to those reading this, it may be not so well written but this is really what i feel.. =P



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Cherishing the past;
Waiting for a miracle
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